Things are going better.

I'm talking to a guy..Going pretty well, so far. He's nice.

I'm enjoying my weekends off.. it's so weird. Renee and gang are doing diff stuff because its valentines weekend. Which sucks, but I'll get over it.


Watching some movies with my mom.. just relaxing.

I don't really feel like belting my heart because I'm kinda tired.


But, I'm on the trail to happiness.. and I'm not used to it =/

So I'm getting nervous.
I had a training class in Trevose today.

Some cuteee guys. Dude, seriously.

haha, I'm bad. I know.

Just wanted you guys to know I'm still alive - not that anyone really gives a shit.


xoxo
Casey

Current Location: home =)
Current Music: Nights in Rodanthe

I've done some thinking.


The end of last year ended, really really bad.

I don't feel like going into the hairy details, but basically I left one of the best jobs I've ever had.. for a guy. Guy gets fired, so I'm left here to clean his mess up.

I'm going back. I'm going and getting my job back.


I'm trying to pick a place to move to.

Cali is too expensive, north (and west) is too cold, so I've vaguely narrowed it down to the south, farthest I'd go is near texas, but I don't think I could go there. There's no people there D:


So, within north carolina, to florida and probably as west as mississippi (not near the water).

But once I get my job back, I can go anywhere. So I've been looking at places to go.

I've been all within the vicinity of the places I'd go, and Georiga seems like the most decent. I mean, with prices, and everything like that.

But I'm working on it.

xoxo

Current Location: Home,
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: Mamma Mia - Lay all your love on me

So, I've been running around like a crazy person.

I've been living in a townhouse (or, not living..) in Claymont. Truth is, I don't really feel right being there.. so I have been staying at my mom's house. I'm going to pay her (again) for living here, but I'm honestly torn with what to do with my Cat. He's a complete dollface, and I know I can't take him to my mom's, so I'm stuck.. I only have 2 months left on the Townhouse, but I have the money to just pay it off and be done with it.. but I don't want to get rid of my Cat.


We all know I broke up with Vinny.. and I've been talking to a few guys for a few months, but I've been dating one guy for a few weeks now, and I'm just waiting for him to not be in a rush? I think.. He said he doesn't like being in a rush, so we're still hanging out but it can only get better at this point.

He's a truck driver (he moves Air conditioners or something..) and he has a schedule where he gets a lot of free time.. so he hangs out a lot. I don't like only being able to see him once or twice a week.. I want to be able to see him more. I'm currently trying to figure out how I can do that..

Work.
well.. I went back to my camera shop.. and It was one of the biggest mistakes I think I've ever done, professionally.

Seriously - pay cut.. some comission, but not enough to make up for the cut. Hours suck, and my boss is a prick. Yeah, fun.

So I've been talking to my old old boss and the RM trying to get my job back.. I think its working, and we'll see.

Last night I went to Curt's friends house - Its in the woods, it was so cool. We played poker and he won a round, so did Josh and Amy won once too.. I really sucked, but thats okay cause I had fun. We also watched don't mess with the Zohan (I saw it already.. but thats okay).

all in all, I'm happy.. Minus the job thing.

Current Location: -home-
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: The Killers: All these things that I've done

I broke up with him.

He didn't kiss. I couldn't say God. seeing him once a year (plus no kiss) really pissed me off.

haven't talked to him for over a month. I feel better, now though.

I live with the coolest guy everr. Name's Justin. he's a doll, and a great sense of music.

I have my kitten.

I'm still talking to the musician, but hes been quiet lately. his friend's dad died, and I (seeing my family background) don't see what the big deal is.

I'm talking to a temple student. he's neat.

jeremy, the gamestop clerk.. he likes cosplay.. not sure that I like that.


I got a raise, its awesome. I hate my store.. though. I'm trying to move.

not much else.

later.

Holla.


I'm on my way to Italy in 7 days. sweet. Tres excited.

Moving into my apartment when I come back, with Dan. Dan is my new roommate. He's typical guy. sleeps on an areo bed.

I'm cleaning and packing and cleaning and packing.

Work hasn't been bad.


oh yeah, also getting a Cat. His name is Tyson. He's a grey tabby. he's a lover, not a fighter.


Other than that I'm trying to get everything together and just DO everything instead of planning for months.


yes, that is all.

no, I don't care what you think say or do.

I don't try to update this anymore because I don't even know who my friends on here are. Its prob been a year since I've written but that shouldn't suprise any of you.. Or me :)

I'm bored with my life and that's what I have got to say.

Xoxo

Current Location: home.. via blackberry
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: brokeback mountain

I knew it was coming, but I just want more time... that's all.


He's leaving this weekend. 3 years, in Italy.
He promises we'll talk all the time, and I know we will.

but i feel like his mom (since he's been home) is trying to keep me away from him.
Par example: he's going to VA for the last 3 days that hes home. That means a) 3 days less with anyone else, b) I can't go to the airport to even say goodbye and c) she's a bitch.


thats what hurts the most.

I don't know what to do with myself. He's not even gone yet, and I'm friggin killing myself.

I need to suck it up but I can't.

We saw Penelope and 10,000 bc last night. both very, very good movies. I was impressed with 10000 bc, not as much with Penelope.

We had our big talk, and he said this wasn't -the- goodbye, and he promised that, but I have yet to hear if I'm gonna see him today.
I have to work all tomorrow afternoon, and he's leaving on Saturday morning.

it's killing me.


I love him, though. and I tried to explain thats why I was crying and he just looked at me and he said I love you.
I can't ask for anything more.

I just want him to stay home with me :'(

In 3 months it'll be 2 years. good gracious, I don't know how we did it. But I'm so glad we're together.
By the time he's done in Italy it'll be 5 years. fucking hell, that's a long time for some kids in love. I can't imagine.

I've only been mad at him twice, and he hasn't gotten mad at me yet.. which is odd, I know, but it's how we are.

Him leaving is going to be harder than I thought, I think.

especially when he does this no talking thing, that really irks me =P

I feel okay. I've been on and off sick since he's been home.. which also made a lot of this suck


last night he was playing god of war for like fucking 5 hours.. I started nagging him for us to go out and we ended up at the movies for 4 hours, haha.

I got a picture of us (remember at 2am? yeah.) I'll post that later.

It's gonna be a long 3 years, that's for sure.

xoxo

Current Location: bed
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: relient k - be my escape <3

so today

is my day off. and yet I'm sitting at home because my boyfriend forgot that his grandparents were coming. so I'm waiting until later tonight, and we should be going to see fool's gold.

grrrrrr.


i went to work this morning to do a test so I don't get in trouble..

day before yesterday we saw vantage point. friggin incredible.


I'm really upset just because we were supposed to go to the mall, and he decided to not tell me about his grandparents coming until its too late to do anything. :(

and the other part is that we planned to go out today over a week ago and all this sudden he can just cancel. that just hurts my feelings.

I told him he owes me. 'nuff said.

Current Mood: sad

boy is home. =)

we've gone out practically every day he's been home. I love that.
at times, I feel like I'm kinda nagging but he says I'm not.

We partied this past weekend. It was fantastic.
We didn't drink, but everyone else did. Tons of blackmail.

great success.

otherwise we've been watching movies together either at his house or at the theatre.

dude. tonight we saw vantage point. 5 *'s dude. It was flipping incredible.

I'm very impressed.

Tomorrow I have to work all night, so I asked him if we could go shopping and to the movies on thursday since I don't have to work and he said thats fine. yey.

he wants to see fools gold, and i do too a bit but I wanted to see vantage point more =P
so tomorrow i close with dominic, which is ok.
people otherwise are really starting to piss me off. thank god bossman is on vaca for like a week. I think we need a break from him more than he needs a break from his job.
but w/e.

so thurs i was thinking we could go to the king of prussia since he wants to buy some new shirts. he wore a really nice collared shirt tonight and he looked so good. =)
I shouldve gotten a pic but i didn't have my mem card with me.
after the mall we're gonna go to the movies, which will be fun. I was suprised he wants to see that, because its a chick flick. like a real chick flick. but I'm not complaining or anything =)

umm so yeah thats it for now.
xoxo

So, last night Vinny came home =)

I got called into work so I opened, and since I stayed 2 hours late 2 days ago, they said I could leave an hour early yesterday. so I left at 4.

I had to be at his house at like 430 and i just made it.
We went to the airport, parked, etc.

he got off the plane and I saw that smile.. and knew that I'm the luckiest girl on the planet.

He was in his dress blues and oh man. I do love that boy in a uniform.

anyway.

Apparently there was supposed to be a solar/lunar eclispe last night, and he was supposed to go with Kevin to go see it, but it was snowing, and really cloudy.

so we went to dinner at Ruby's diner at Briton Lake, which was really good. They're so awesome its hilarious. I have to pay his mom back for my dinner since it was like 7$.
So today we're supposed to hang out, but I don't know what we're gonna do.

We're going to give each other Valentines Day presents, so yay. =)

I'm nt sure if he wants to go to Brandywine and see the teachers. It should be nice if we do.

Otherwise I need to go to vzw and give my coworker some cash so he can get stuff for the party this weekend at UD. should be aweeesome.

I gotta close Friday and Sat, so that kinda sucks. But today we might go to the movies, or go shopping.. I'm really not sure what we'll do. Or if he decided to make plans with the fam.

Another thing: I'm sick =(
I have a sore throat, and my nose is runny. I've been throwing up like mucus stuff. 2 days ago it was yellow, which i guess is acid, but other than that I'm not sure cause its clear.

My nose is getting better, but my throat is still sore. Which really sucks. =(

hopefully that goes away soon.

I'm watching Team America: World Police. I'm not sure why I'm up so early, but its kind of a drag. I'm waiting for Vinny to wake up so we can go out, but, again, he'll be asleep until like noon i think.

that reminds me, I need to take a shower. The first thing he did last night was sniff my hair.

that is seriously the cutest thing I've ever seen. I'm still trying to figure out a way to get that smell so he can take it with him.

I don't think I'll figure it out though =( He leaves March 10th, which is a considerable amount of time. but never enough.
I'm going to be so lost without him, it'll be ridiculous. He's gonna get a cellphone over there, which will be good. I think it's gonna be prepaid, so I'll be ansy the few days I won't hear from him :/

I think he got me a ring or a necklace for valentines day =) I got him a personalized picture frame with pictures from the past 3 years of us. He was wearing his ring that I gave him =)
and I got him a pocket watch, that he keeps in his pea coat :) which is also really cute.

I write him a letter for him to have. Pretty much says: I love you. etc etc.

he said that to me when he came off the plane.

It's real. just gonna be a long 3 years...

while im at work while hes home hes gonna recruit, so if he recruits anyone then he can come home early. which i would -love-.

work still sucks. I'm way too nice for the people i work with. yeah. I said it.

I'll be really happy when I'm at the concordville store. I have a lot more I can take on and get real recognition for doing it.

that is all.
<3 xoxo

Tags: illness, life, vinny, work
Current Location: living room
Current Mood: jubilant
Current Music: * Team America: World Police *